im stuck inn the middle of no where

arrrrrggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...i hate being stuck in dis kinda situation......i wanna follow my heart but in da same time i wanna something else....something that bring me to the real me again....should i stay???or should i leave?????im happy being myself...im happy being happy .....

do i ???????should i?????am i taking ther right decision??????omo....omo.....deep inside my heart n the logical thinking of me is different........i am????

kaamatan festival (osonong tadau kaamatan )

osonong tadau do kaamatan....its may and this month is the month where we the kadazandusun people celebrate harvest festival....eventhough we are far from our hometown but da mood of kaamatan still with us here at Hospital Duchess of kent sandakan....eventhough it just a small celebration at there but it is quite ok for us and the student nurse who came from sarawak....
here are some of the photo from the kaamatan celebration....
check it out!!!!

fun during exam with the girls generation...

today is our osce ( singkatan title blog sa niari)
adidididid...bikin malu ja..prosedur yang keluar pun ada juga yg bikin sa blank nie...female catherisation,eye swabbing,mist kcl,gcs,posisi lumbar puncture..adididid..suka ati ja sa buat....harap2 result osce sa oke...niari sa punyalah meradang sama satu org..bikin panas bt....kurang ajar..mau juga sa maki2 tu guy tp nasib sa x c keluar mulut memaki ni....oya semalam time praktis untuk osce..sa n geng2 sa d hostel terlalu stress sampai kami bergila-gila..hahaha....mau tgk hasil kerja kami semalam.....ni ada pic......hehehe..yang penting semalam memang kami x concentrate praktis ....hahahahaha :)

                                                                           hahahaha post gila

                                                          me and allyesa my roomate n kazen

                                                       xter,ed,lysa,len,thel,flo

                                                                  kawaiiiiii

                                                          girls generation :)

fun fun fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mothers Day

Mothers are the sweetest gift from Gods to us. There is no way we can ever really thank our mother for all she does for us nevertheless we must make it a habit to keep reminding ourselves of the various sacrifices she made while raising us. Mothers' Day is the best time to say in words how much you love and care for your mum. '..........


FIRST of all lets us back to the history of mothers day......
Origin of Mother's Day goes back to the era of ancient Greek and Romans. But the roots of Mother's Day history can also be traced in UK where a Mothering Sunday was celebrated much before the festival saw the light of the day in US. However, the celebration of the festival as it is seen today is a recent phenomenon and not even a hundred years old. Thanks to the hard work of the pioneering women of their times, Julia Ward Howe and Anna Jarvis that the day came into existence. Today the festival of Mothers day is celebrated across 46 countries (though on different dates) and is a hugely popular affair. Millions of people across the globe take the day as an opportunity to honor their mothers, thank them for their efforts in giving them life, raising them and being their constant support and well wisher. 




Every Mother's Prayer
I pray you'll be my eyes
And watch her where she goes
And help her to be wise
Help me to let go

Every mother's prayer
Every child knows
Lead her to a place
Guide her with your grace
To a place where she'll be safe

I pray she finds your light
And holds it in her heart
As darkness falls each night
Remind her where you are

Every mother's prayer
Every child knows
Need to find a place
Guide her with your grace
Give her faith so she'll be safe

Lead her to a place
Guide her with your grace
To a place where she'll be safe




dear mum im sorry for everything..i love u so much mum!!!!!!!!

holiday at my hometown " Taginambur Kota Belud "

holiday!!!!!!i cant wait for holiday....its been half a year i was at sandakan...i miss kk and kb ( my church ) so much....i miss my family ,miss my friends and of coz i miss my gaman.....hehe :)what im going to do during my holiday...fyi,we only have 2 weeks of holiday because we all have to do our vocational posting....gosh!!!2 weeks is just a short period for me..where is my 1 month holiday????act being in year 3 sem 1 student nurse..we all have to sacrifice many things and things probably is our "golden time"...our madam said dat" u all gonna be a staffnurse sooner so u all have to trained out as a good staffnurse,dont argue to much with us abour your holiday because next year u all wont be here anymore ( here means at college of nursing sandakan )...wow....i cant imagine that im going to work soon....am i able to work???am i able to play the role as a responsible staffnurse...hope i will train out as a good staffnurse as my madam......

anyway i just miss my holiday madam...i miss my hometown so much.........counting days: got another 3 more weeks before going home....:)

stress out!!!!

exam is just around the corner...this week is a study week given to us before the osce and theory exam..however i felt so boring !!!!!i just cant concentrate on my study!!!!maybe im facing with exam stress!!now i felt wanna hang out with my friends wanna release my tension!!!!!omg omg what should i do???i miss d old me ..who always happy....